fresh fresh

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hello.
I always long for a new start. I guess people always do, don't they? Perhaps after we've messed up the previous 'start', or we just get bored, or anything. New start is always good, for me, although we feel perfectly fine with our present - because we always need to be better anyway.

Few weeks ago, I was very looking forward for a fresh start - new place new friends new surrounding new akhawat new medan perhaps. I've started to imagine the new life, what I'm gonna do and everything. Tetapi takdirnya telah mendahului impiannya, permulaan yang dia mimpikan bukan miliknya.

فَيَسْبِقُ عَلَيْهِ الْكِتَابُ

Bak kata hadis keempat, taktahulah adakah dia menggunakannya pada konteks yang betul tapi dia terbayang ayat ini. Jadi dia fikir, permulaan yang baru itu bukan mestinya didatangkan atau diberikan kepadanya, bahkan sebenarnya mungkin dia sendiri yang perlu mencipta titik mula itu. 

I hope this can be a place for me to share. To think loud. To reflect. Not just to express - like I did with the previous one. Sometimes it can be embarrassing to go through those posts, but as I believe words are able to capture moments more than pictures, so I guess they are still precious - at least for my record. Persoalannya, apa perlu rekod itu dipublikasikan? -.-" aah entahlah nanti akan dia fikirkan apa perlu dibuat dengan rekod-rekod itu.

Life is long.

Dari sebuah novel yang dia baca. Baguslah, dia makin banyak luangkan masa untuk membaca sekarang, alhamdulillah. Hidup itu panjang, takdir itu misteri, tugas kita mencitakan dan merencanakan.

So with that, welcome onboard :)